August 2000

08/17/2000

Today was a good day. It is my second day of college and already things are starting to turn around. My professors are cool, it's not like high school they don't expel you for skipping class! I've started reading the Buddhist Handbook, it's pretty cool, lot's of philosophy.

08/28/2000

This weekend I got pretty tore up! I drank a fifth of vodka and two cases of beer. I went to the football game and a dance Friday. Why did I write that shit? I don't know what I'm thinking. 

08/30/2000

I have nothing more to say but thoughts keep running through my brain. I wish I could bring them more into focus. This is really starting to piss me off! People make assumptions about me without knowing who I really am. I have to figure this out or I think I'll go insane. I'm so confused . I can't carry on conversations that have meaning. My emotions are clouding my judgement. I want to just get away from it all. This is eating me alive.